*coughs*

hey looks like its time for another update...man im starting to appreciate "my space" from msn cuz it says when ppl update, otherwise ive got to go look myself *grrr*

got addicted to Prince of Persia...the most recent game. oh shit i think it hasta be returned rlly soon *geh geh geh*


hmmm on other notes, ive been increasingly determined to become a writer, and study literature. hahahah i got this essay back from english lit and i got pretty good marks on it even though i did SHIT ...man i read it and was thinking, this is the crappiest essay in existence.

*tis why i LOVE english - so objective, so open to bullshitting.

but but...not only that, man, i find more and more i love playing with words, even if i dont do it rit...i wanna keep going, maybe, one day i hope, i can inspire ppl the way novels ive read haf inspired me.

read kushiels dart - dammit!!!

im not sure wat to say, for a writer, i rlly lack ne thing i want to say - that's upsetting. hahah but i like writing in here so that i can come abck later and look at wat i was thinking at the time


i love music!!!!!!!!!!!!!


just a lil sumthin, if u wanna kno, it's about me:

i like very emotional, expressive things, which is the type of music/books i like. i like hearing about emotions and beauty in words that could bring tears to ur eyes.

i wont lie - im extremely emotional, perhaps, even, i take things to seriously, but the way i see it is that if u dont live ur life wid passion then ur not living at all!!!!

SEIZE THE FUCKING DAY!

it reminds me of all the silly things i used to do as a kid, like making a ritual of everything...or even that whole firelord stuff. loooool oh my, but yeah....i guess i always saw it as, if life isnt interesting, then ill make it interesting. like all the ghosts and stuffs...and the MOA....although ive tried to be more adult about it, i cant seem to pull away....after all, life is based on perception, and that makes the basis of all truth - therefore, if i say its true, to me it is, and nothing else can be truer.
indeed 1984 by george orwell has given me light to this concept...wat is rlly true? are there rlly such tings as universal truths?
OMG IM THINKING...holy shit. that's scary...stop..ur..scaring me...me? hahahahha

lol and i was also THINKING *GASP* about roles and achetypes, because of 5th Business....=_=...damn, SLOW borning novel....but admittedly insightful...am i the role of 5th business? but this book has made it seem so...important? i dont feel like i haf an important role in life, if ever my life was a drama i kno for sure i wouldnt be a main character - hello? im a writer, i kno wat sells! hahahah...no but i kno character archetyes, that's for sure...i think maybe id be 5th business.

Fifth Business: ......................ok, i tried looking up the definition on google, but all it is is a description of the flicking book. mmmmmmmmm let's see if i can define it.

A character commonly named in theatre as "fifth business" who is neither hero, villian, or sidekick, but nonetheless greatly influences and is essential for the outcome of the play; they often prose as a helpful person in the right place at the right time, who will listen and aid the main character.

i hope that's right? if it isnt, then i totally failed in reading that novel...i could go into more detail but........................NAH


all this weekend i got shits loads of HW to do, in fact, i should be working now....but..................................................NAH!

hahahaha omg, im bad. ne way...let's see wat do i got to do

English ISU Report, fill out websites and actually DO the essay
World Issues ISU Essay, and possibly PP for meda, and (i think?) PP for ISU
Math - Journals (hard shit) and graph

....wow that's more hw that ive had in a while. o well, if i can write a four page essay in an hour and a half...i think ill be fine

HOOO DUM DIDDLE! just gotta get started...im actually more worried about the research. this is why i never wanted to be a journalist........>.>..........the research. i hate research! BLARGH =)

ok...gonna ditch this joint, perhaps try to write my most recent piece, which...as of yet, has no title.

haf a nice day!